Dear Alaska Young,

It makes me so sad that you are gone but i am also glad that you finally got out of this ‘labyrinth of suffering’. You changed me and now you are gone. It’s like Pudge said, ” you can’t change me and just leave”.You got out ‘straight and fast’ but many of us our still figuring our way out of this labyrinth of suffering.

When I look at you, I see myself. It still kills me that you went through so much alone. Your story always reminds me of the little time we have on this planet. Everything will fall apart. Nor Alaska the girl stayed forever neither will Alaska the place. Everything that was made shall fall apart. I promise I will smash the patriarchy and make you proud. I love you (present tense) Alaska Young, my crooked neighbor with all my crooked heart .